The book, How I Became a Writer: Essays by Filipino Writers 2 (Edited by Cecilia Manguerra Brainard, published by Vibal 2026) will be released in September 2026. The book will be launched in Cebu (9/5/26 - 3 P.M. Lost Books) and Manila. (9/12/26 - 5 pm MIBF, Vibal Booths) - see schedule below
I am sharing this personal essay by Marra Pl. Lanot who unfortunately passed away on Sunday, August 16, 2026. As the literary community grieves for her, I think Marra would like her words heard as a way of comforting us. Rest in Peace, Marra, and thank you for everything! ~ Cecilia Brainard, Editor
Marra Pl. Lanot is a poet, essayist, and a freelance journalist, who writes in Filipino, English, and Spanish. She has several books of poems, profiles, and a collection of essays. She has been a delegate representing the Philippines in various literary events, and has been anthologized and translated in English, Spanish, Chinese, Japanese, German, Indian and Melayu. Her teleplays have also been locally produced. Her recent book is Poesia Completa en Lengua Espanola (Edicion de Isaac Donoso, Visor Libros, Madrid).
I BECAME A WRITER
copyright 2026 Marra Pl. Lanot
Curiosity has bugged me since I was three years old. At three, I wondered where my parents went, why they didn’t take me along, and would leave me with my aunt. I would peer into the darkness, look at the night through window bars, and silently ask unanswered questions. In anger, I took a pair of scissors and snipped my hair in random fashion until I felt sleepy.
When my parents arrived, they were shocked to see my hair in disarray and scolded my aunt for not watching over me. From then on, my parents took me with them whenever they went out, partying with friends and enjoying evenings of musical soirée.
As an only child for eight years, I travelled with my parents to pre-Mao Tse Tung China, Hawaii, California, New York, and Chicago. My Mom, Gloria Licad Lanot, persuaded my Dad, Serafin Lanot, a school dropout, to take up Speech at Columbia University in New York City. For his final paper, his adviser, upon learning that my Dad was a journalist in the Philippines, asked him to submit his writings as his dissertation requirement. He obtained a degree with flying colors. We stayed in Chicago for four years. My Mom finished her MA in Piano at the Chicago Musical College. Her graduation recital was received with a standing ovation.
In Chicago, I was enrolled at the International School, was on the front page of Chicago Tribune with my classmates of different nationalities.

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