IAN ROSALES CASOCOT teaches literature, creative writing, and film at Silliman University in Dumaguete City, Philippines where he was Founding Coordinator of the Edilberto and Edith Tiempo Creative Writing Center. He is the author of several books, including the fiction collections Don’t Tell Anyone, Bamboo Girls, Heartbreak & Magic, and Beautiful Accidents. He has won the Palanca nine times for his fiction, plays, and children’s poetry. In 2008, his novel Sugar Land was longlisted in the Man Asian Literary Prize. He was Writer-in-Residence for the International Writers Program of the University of Iowa in 2010, and produced the film City of Literature, directed by Zhao Lewis Liu. His website is http://eatingthesun.blogspost.com .
COMPARTMENTS
Copyright By Ian Rosales Casocot, all rights reserved.
For L.
Something
people will never understand, if ever I begin to tell the story of how
we met, but more so how we made love for the last time, if making love were the right words for it: you had a small knife
hidden in your pocket, and you were ready to kill me.
But I must tell
you I’ve always understood perfectly why that was.
Years later, in
unguarded moments when I find myself still thinking of you, I try to imagine
what it would have been like if things turned out differently that night. What
words I would have said, what frantic gestures I would have made, what degree
deeper into the heat of anger we would have plunged to, to trigger a bloody
end, and my death. Your knife upon my back, or protruding from a deep trembling
wound on my side. My blood thick on your hands.
I would have
said, “Dev, what have you done?”









